Fat Ass

I am sitting here watching Celebrity Fit Club. I effin Tivo it. I love it! I love watching the old washed up actors act so stupid...

Anywhoo, I am sitting here in my size 24 jeans watching it. I just finished eating 4 soft tacos (super yummy with turkey linguica, potatos and cheddar cheese) and drinking a diet pepsi. I am seriously craving something sweet now...

How ironic is that?

Before I got pregnant with Ariana I had lost 50 pounds! I cut all the crap out of my diet and started eating lots and lots of apples. I went to Curves 3 times a week. I felt sooooo good. And now every single day I think about starting my diet. Going to the YMCA. Cutting out sugar. But I can't do it!!!

K...so on Monday I am going back. I am going to not eat chocolate...and if I do you should kick me in the ass...I will let you know on Monday...