Once again...

I have vowed to not eat sugar. I know the sugar is what makes me a fatty. I am so addicted that it is not even funny!!

I could sit here and eat (not that I have) an entire box of Chips Ahoy! I make cookies just so that I can eat the dough. I literally crave like a crazy person chocolate. And it has to stop!!!

So yesterday I started. And I did good, although by about 6 I was in pain because I needed it so much. So I went to Target and bought a little bag of sugar free Dove chocolates. I ate the whole effin bag. I did not care that excessive consumption may cause a laxative effect. Good! Maybe it will help me get sexy faster!!

And before bed I made a box of Sugar Free Chocolate Pudding and I ate about half of it.

I really really want to do this. I want to be more comfortable in my own skin. I want to be able to shop at "normal" sized clothing stores. I want to be able to be on top comfortably....I know too much information...

Anyways, so today and yesterday Geeka and I went over to the YMCA. We are so not motivated yet. We both whine and complain. But at least we are there.