Best Friends...

I just did a survey on My Space. I love My Space.

And it had "who is your best friend?" question.

And I answered
Melissa and Beanie

and then I got in the shower. I think a lot. I tend to over think. And I was thinking about best friends and what that means. It means a lot. A real lot. At least to me.

Growing up my best friend was Tito. We met when he was in the second and I was in the fourth grade. I adored him. Like a brother. But we had a rough relationship. We are still in touch but not really friends anymore. He is on myspace and he calls himself Jesse now. You can look if you want to.

Then there was Tiffany. We are still great friends I love her to death. But we just lose touch so much. I really don't think that I would have made it through high school without her or her family. They mean a lot to me. We still talk through emails and probably get together about once a year. And when we are together it was like we were never apart. But not best friends I would say.

Next came Melissa. And I really do think of her as my best friend. Our husbands went to high school together. And that is how we met. I was not sure of her at first because I am shy and she is very not shy. She says what she thinks, she doesn't have that filter. And sometimes it is good and sometimes it is not. But I love her.

And now my life is full of people. And not to hurt anyones feelings but in the shower I kept on thinking about these people as best friends. Beanie, Sheryl and Tammy. All for different reasons.

Beanie. You are amazing. You are such a breath of fresh air. I love you because you say what is on your mind and you don't care what other people think. But you do not say things that could hurt someone. I love your excitement about life and your refreshing outlook. I love that when I go into your house I feel like I am at home. I love that Emma loves me. I love your husband and your brother. I love Shane's lisp and his floofy hair. I love that your sister does your makeup and you like to do mine. I love going shopping with you and forgetting about all of the bullshit. Thank you for telling me that I am beautiful and that you love me too.

Sheryl, I think that you are my best friend too. You call me 100 times a day and I smile every time I see your number come up. That has never happened to me before. I can talk to you about absolutley everything. I love that. I love that we make eachother giggle about absolutely nothing. I am so thankful that we have Luke, Jack and Cooper, because we are officially family now. I told Tony the other night that the day when you called me up to come over and brought cheesecake just because you were in the neighborhood was so special. That is friendship. Elmee makes me crack the heck up and I love that Maddie thinks I am a freak. Thank you for being you. Thanks for giggling with me at the gym and for kicking me in the butt when I am down.

Tammy. Oh my word. You are like a big sister. You really are. I know that we don't hang out as much as I do with Beanie and Sheryl but I truly feel like I can bring anything to you. I know that you are there for me whenever I need it. Whether it is for a hug or a phone call when you are worried. Since day one meeting you at Funworks I could feel that connnection. I love that we have the boys together. That you always laugh at my dorkiness. Your family is awesome and full of fun stories. I wish that we did more together.

Okay. gush gush gush...i know. But i just had to or I would feel bad all night for not including Tammy and Sheryl!