Curious
Am I the only person who feels like I am wonderful at finding people who just like to fuck me? Seriously...
I feel like I am constantly giving, doing and helping other people. Just for those same people to fuck me ten minutes later.
I have found these people my whole life. And I would like to think that one day they will wake up and realise that I am worthy of something other than being shit on!
I cried bunches today. Beanie saw what set me off. And it scares me that I get set off so easily. But it is not a good feeling to completely forget about everything that is going on in your life. I seriously think that it is more than just being too busy. I feel like my memory is fucked up. I really do. Sorry for the f bombs tammy...
I am proud of myself for Laurie, Sheryl and Tammy. I finally have three people that I know I can call up and ask for help, hugs or whatever and they will give me what I need. And I think that they know that I will return the help, hugs or whatever. I really really will!
Anyways...
posted by dawn! @ 11:03 PM
6 Comments:
Dawndee!!!!
Everyone forgets stuff (REMEMBER I forgot my damn husbands birthday there for a second!!!!)
You are a busy person, you just need to be more organized. Have a reminder every day on your start page. Or set stuff up in your cell......
But you need to stop saying yes when people ask you to do stuff. say this.
"FUCK OFF!"
Like that.
Just like that.
Also I think that you are starting to realise what true friendship means....thats all im ganna say.
I love you.
know that? I love you.
NOW. Be prepared. were SO ganna have fun tonight. Whacha wearing?
thanks guys! beanie, i think you might be right!
whacha wearin biotch?
i dunno. i am not as fashionable as you are. maybe my pirate shirt, i love that one. prolly that and jeans. what do you want to see me in babay!?
Doncha have floofy skirts? Thyey are quite lovely to swish about your ankles!!!!! NO? wear your trip pants! you look hot as fuck in those!
The f-bombs are okay. It's not like I've never, ever said them myself.
Is everything okay? You know I'm a good listener. I'm crappy at solving problems for people, but I'm really good at listening. I hope you're feeling better now.
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