My Friday...

It was kinda bad, I warn you.

I got up and got all of the kids ready to go to Maria's. They hate it there and complained about it.

So I bought myself a chocolate croissant on the way. And I loved it.

The Dr...was an asshole. No kind of humor. Just blah. I love my Dr and I am sad that he is on vacation. I told this dude what was up with me and he did not listen. He upped my prozac perscription to 20 mgs. And wanted me to go home to bed.

I have three kids, that is just not happening. Plus I just told him that I haven't been able to sleep. So he wanted to give me a shot of something to help me sleep. Hook me up to an IV because I was looking dehydrated and let me sleep there.

I argued with him to let me go home.

I got to Maria's and she gave me a ration of shit about the same ol stuff. Not taking care of myself. Not asking for help. Not disciplining the boys enough. Blah Blah Fuckin Blah.

I left there crying.

I got home and called Sheryl back because I hadn't answered her calls because my cell phone was dying.

She was hysterical. Her puppy, Jack, was dying. Something about she had to go say goodbye to him. I tried to calm her down but she was so upset.

I hung up crying.

My SIL came over because Jerry had to help Maria with something. It was nice to have her here to vent with. She actually kind of kept me sitting down and resting a little bit.

Sheryl called again. Jack had died. She explained to me what happened. And I feel so badly for her. That was my Luke's brother and I know just how much she loved him.

Cried again for her and Jack and Luke.

Tony came home and I expected that he would want to take care of me and he didn't. No surprise there. I mean look how his Mom was. That is where he learned it. But it hurt. I wanted at the least for him to ask if I was okay or if he could do anything for me.

I told him after the kids went to bed that it hurt me. He went out for a drive.

So...anywhoo. The Dr said that I am suffering from exhaustion. Over stressed and over worked. Dehydrated. That if I don't take care of these things then I am going to end up in the hospital.

What am I supposed to do?