Hmmmm

So, this is going to seem petty I am sure.
Please remember that I have some issues. I tend to worry too much. I stress out very easily.

My best friend from high school. Her name is Tiffany. And I love her lots. We keep in touch by email and we try our best to get together. But it seems that life with kids always gets in the way. They are really big into soccer and that keeps them busy.

I have three of my own. Tony has his mobile business and that keeps him working most of the time. I have my TSG. Then the kids have tumbling, swimming, soccer...on and on and on.

This is petty. I know it is.

But she took me off of her top friends list. And I was replaced with people that I know she doesn't even talk to.

Have I done something wrong? Have I been a bad friend?

I feel bad today. I was fine all morning and then I got sick. I have thrown up twice.
Tony didn't leave me a booster seat for David and I can't just pick one up because Tony is at school in Pleasonton. I wanted to go to the YMCA. But I guess I shouldn't anyways since I have am throwing up.

I made a calendar on the computer for myself to try to remember things. But what is supposed to remind me to check it?

I was supposed to get together with Melissa yesterday but neither of us called eachother. I miss her dry humor and all of her drama stories about work.

This place for a fair emailed me to call them ASAP but their number is busy. I get my hopes up each time I dial and feel worse when it rings busy.

I need to stop this today. Why do I do this to myself?? When I read this list I don't think that it is normal to be upset about suck silly things.

David just came over to give me a kiss...I love him